Flowers~~ Bless~~Ghost of You~~

Flowers~~ Bless~~
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

Sakura flowers... A beauty season when all the flowers are blossom... A pink season where everywhere can see all the pink colour flowers on the trees...

But how beauty a flower or a scene is, the things will never stay forever in the same state... Things are uncertain..

Many things in this world always out of our expectation, even though sometimes we are hoping for some other miracle to happen in our lives...

Perhaps you are another one of the unexpected in my life... But I hope as the time pass, things can get changed...

I always will be your dear friend, anywhere, anytime... That's for sure... Allow me to send my best and warmest regards through the wind to you at far, may you always blessed... To be well and happy for your everyday... =)

I hope you can let go of that piece of faded love and live in passion... Let go the GHOST OF "HER"...

A song for you..

"Ghost Of You" (MLTR)

Summer's ended and without a trace
time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thougt I walked on through
with my heart in one

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

How I tried to get you of my mind
but you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
like the fool I am

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

I've been trying to release you
to get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
even if I know i should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
(the ghost of you)
Anywhere I go I keep coliding with
(the ghost of you)
I've given up I just can't fight it
(the ghost of you)

Everytime I look away I see
the ghost of you

I will NeveR bReaK yOuR heArT~~

The boy once promised the little girl that he will never break her heart... But in the end, the promise just gone with the wind~~ I will never break your heart~~, originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

The boy once promised the little girl that he will never break her heart... But the promise just gone like with the wind... Once and once again, the girl's heart been broken....

The little girl was very sad... Suddenly she loose confidence towards the boy... All the promises that was given by him... She walked aimlessly on a lonely street... Saw a pair of couple walking together happily...

Little girl felt even more sad... She sat on a chair and cried... Her heart is been broken into thousand pieces, hardly to be mended again.... People say to mend a broken heart, the best way is to forget everything and start all over again... But can she??

She walked back to home... Thinking of the sweet memories they have been together... The love that was in the sunflowers...

Sigh... Decided to give the boy another chance... Hoping this time her heart won't be broken anymore...

Listening to the song in the radio -- I will never break you heart by Backstreet Boys...

Baby I know your hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you

From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me

I'll never break your heart
I'lll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie

As time goes by you
Will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let you're feelings show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go
I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see

Bridge
No way, no how
I'll make you cry

I'll never break your heart
I'lll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie

The song keep on repeating and repeating again until late night... The little girl cried in her sleep and she slowly walked into the slumber land....

Tomorrow is another better day~~

Sunflowers story...

Sunflowers story..., originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

Long long time ago... At a far far away place, there was girl who very like sunflowers...

Sunflowers bring her life's sunshine... Brightness... She always believe that the flowers a mystery.. else why the sunflower keep on following sun's directions whenever the sun goes...

She always hoping to have a sunflower.. Her own sunflower, to be planted at her house compound... She always imagine that if she ever have one, how beautiful will her house garden will.... But, somehow everytime when she tries to plant, she failed... All sunflowers died because attacked by snails... Some insects... Sigh...

The boy knew the little girl like the sunflower very much... Thus, he asked his friend to go along with him... Looking for sunflower.. Any place, anywhere...

They found one!! A sunflower is standing high in a garden.. A desolate garden... Nobody was there... Without hesitation, he plucked the flower and quickly cycling as fast as he could to the little girl's house...

"Hey, this is for you... " Speaked wheezily, the boy handed over the flower to the little girl...

"Enn.. Thank you" Holding the high sunflower, the girl smiled happily...

The girl like the sunflower, not because of its mystery and brightness anymore, but it is the "love" from the sunflower that was brought from the boy to her~~~

Red head tortise...

Red head tortise...,
originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

If you don't look carefully at this tortise, you will thought it is dead already... Coz it has a spot of red colour on its head...

Initially when I saw it, I really thought it was dead already.. Until after several minutes, then only I saw it was moving... Phew!! Thought it was dead already.. But seems like I was wrong...

The tortise has cheated me... :P

Cute Cute Squirrel...

Cute Cute Squirrel...
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

A very cute squirrel... Yellowish fur... Playing here and there alone in the cage...

Felt pity for it as it doesn't have any partners or friends together... Told boyfriend to release it during night time... :P Anyhow, it is just my thought... Sigh.. How can I able to save it and set it free??

A photo Shot

A photo Shot
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

A photo shot together with my boyfriend before we went in for our visit....

A big insect... Cool!!

Butterfly farm visit~~

A photo shot..., originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

Went to Penang butterfly farm last Saturday... It was a fun trip, i would say..

I saw many beautiful butterfly flying here and there... Some strange insects... Wonderful!!

walkinG On the LoneLy sTreeT~~

PErhaps someday we will walk together on this romantic lonely street~~ walkinG in the LoneLy sTreeT~~, originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

I wish I can walking together with you on this lonely street,
holding your hand,
until the end of the path...

I wish you can accompany me on this lonely journey,
no matter rain or shine until the end,
with your full patience...

I wish we can grow old together and taste the life journey -- sad, sour, happy, windy together...

I wish you are always there for me when I need you the most...

Let us walk,
on this road...
Until the end...

mY diaRy and Me~~

mY diaRy and Me~~
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

I write a lot in my diary lately.. Mostly is about my life's trivial matters... All the emotions in my heart... Sad, happy...

I sad a lot lately... Mostly because I hope a lot and expect too much things in my life... But sometimes, try not to expect it, I just fail... The more I expected, the higher disappointment I get.. That's what always happens lately...

Luckily I have a diary to accompany me... It might be small, but it really helps me to release much... I pour all my sadness to it, just like a best friend who is sitting there, prepare its ears and listen to me quietly most of the time...

Even though it never gives me any response, but it helps me a lot in expressing myself... It helps me to turn all my sadness into words and quietly encourage me to see the world in different perspective and live in passion... It let me the beauty of the world... Makes me realize that how lucky am I and should always appreciate what do I own currently... =)

Thank you my dear diary... For accompanying me since I have you as my dear friend... You are the one who give me the hope when I cannot see any lights in the dark... You are the one who has walk through together with me on my growing journey, whether it was rain or shine...

Perhaps someday when it is the moment I say good bye to you, it's the moment when I start know how to handle things on my own without your companion anymore....

waLkiNg in tHe RaiN~~

I was walking alone in the rain... Sad and lonely...
waLkiNg in tHe RaiN~~
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

Several days in sad... Don't know why... But guess too many sad things happen lately... Or perhaps I was hoping too much... I should have always appreciate what do I have... Not hope for more... Because the more I am hoping for, the more disappoint I might be...

Thanks for everything that you have done, my dear...

Dedicated a song to myself... May I be happier in the coming new year... =)

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Sitting by the window
Singing songs of love
Wishing you were here
Because the memory's not enough
Wear my mask in silence
Pretending i'm alright
If you could see then you would be
Here standing by my side

It may be hard to believe
But boy you're the only one i need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling I get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause I need you to give me some shelter
Cause I'm fading away
And baby, I'm walking in the rain

Every single hour
of every single day
I need to cry, my eyes are dry
I've cried my tears away
Can't help but remember
How you made me feel
You dressed my soul and made me whole
You made my life complete

It may be hard to believe
But boy you're the only one I need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling I get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like I'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause I need you to give me some shelter
Cause I'm fading away
And baby, I'm walking in the rain

Of all we've said and done
Remains the memories of days
When life was fun
But now when you are gone
I sit alone to watch the
Setting of the sun
Feels like I'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause I need you to give me some shelter
Cause I'm fading away
And baby, I'm walking in the rain

mY dEar boyFriend and mE~~ >_<

mY dEar boyFriend and mE~~ ^_^
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

"Wah.. Must be Sharon bullied her boyfriend again to force him to sign in as friendster one.. Else how come only one friend in his friendster only??"~~~

Those juniors in my lab critic me again.. Saying that I bully my boyfriend...

My boyfriend has a very extremely "innocent" look.. whereas I have a "guilty" look.. That's what my friends around me always say...

Thinking back the first times I brought him to my old friends gathering... Sadly to say... All my old friends support him more than support me.. They even warn me if someday both of us break up, then must be I bully him until he cannot put on with me already... WHAT??!!! How can!!! How can they treat me in this way?? They are my more than 8 years old friends.. How could they support a first met man than support 8 years old friend?? They seem like cheated by his outside "innocent" look already.. Sob sob sob..

Since he became my boyfriend, I still haven't heard of any words that support me... Nobody ever stand my side... However, to be frank.. hehe... I really always bully him... Perhaps that's what so called as opposite magnetic attractive?? Hehe...

Anyway, I still love the way he is.. Straight and honest type... "Innocent" look... Thanx to him too... For accept me who am I...

Thanx for being there when I need u the most... =)

sEven Seas~~~

If you are the one that I have loved for long, would I let you go away easily??
sEven Seas~~~
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

A meaningful song... Share with u all.. Specially dedicated to my friend, who is studying PHD at France now..

I sincerely wish him can find the happiness and love that he has searched for so long.... Love is sweet, but when it is fade... Let it go with the wind..

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Sitting by the window
All day thinking of you
Watching the days go by, I started to cry
But they weren't tears of sadness
They only meant I love you
And I wanna tell you girl that I, oh, I

I'll travel 'round the seven seas for you
It's written in the melody I adore you
I wrote my love a symphony
To show you there's nothing I won't do
Baby I'll walk around the China wall for you
If there's a way I'll do it all for you
Anything you want me to, you know I would do

People think I'm crazy, they say
I'm just a nothing
Letting my life pass me by
Believing you're with me
Well I can't speak for no one
But in my heart I know you love me
And that's why I'll always tell you I
Oh I, Oh I, Oh I

grOwinG~~

grOwinG~~
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

Growing is all about learning...
It has never been said to be easy,
Never declared a bed of roses...
In fACt,
We have not truly blossomed into
mature and deep thinking adults~~
Without experiencing a certain degree of hardship and struggle;
We all grow through experience,
and through experience;
We gain hope, self-confidence
and most significantly~~
-- STRENGTH to GO ON LIVING~~~

drEam?? o SucCeSs??!!

drEam?? o SucCeSs??!!
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

How many dreams you have in your life?? We always keep on dreaming, dreaming that we can get the best things in our life... But how many of us do really go after it??

A friend of mine told me that dreams and reality sometimes totaly different.. Depends on what kind of dreams we are having... But somehow, I always feel that people nowadays are busying everyday... Lost in their busy lives... Lost in dreams...

Let us be back a child for a moment to taste the sweetness of having dreams...

He who DaReS to Challenge fATe,
Is Detined to SucCeed one Day;
Don't let that dReam fAdE,
iF there's will, there's always A WaY~~~

sImpLe haPPIneSSSS ^_^

Are you searching for happiness that you have hoped for so long??

sImpLe haPPIneSSSS ^_^,
originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

Maybe some times in our old age~~
We will have found life in our own ways~~
Somehow, somewhere, someday, we will manage~~
To remember where HaPPinESSSS once lay~~~ ^_^

DND!!!! whO waNnA daTES mE???!!!!!

DND!!!! whO waNnA daTES mE???!!!!!
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

DND!!! whO waNna DateS mE???!!! :P
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10. Next week is the annual dinner and dance event for school of Computer Science... Even though I have graduated, but gladly to say that those juniors still remember me and invite me to that grand event... I am still thinking whether I should go or not go... Because the problem I am facing now is "who will be my partner??" :P

I told my juniors about my problems that I feel doubt of going to this event because of the partner problem... Who knows they said "Aiya.. So easy... Ask you boyfriend to be your partner lar!! You want to find a new partner and dump your boyfriend alone at home mer??" Muahahaha!!! Not I dump my boyfriend at home alone of course, but he won't be in Penang because he already 'dumps' me first in the first place to go for a dinner in KL there... =(=( So sad... Some more he dumped me alone last year, and so does this year... Suddenly feel very funny because all friends around me always have a wrong impression that I am the one who always 'torture' or bully my boyfriend... >_<

So, the question now, who wanna dates me for next week dinner?? I feel like want to go, but I don't really want to go alone... Because I will be the 'super senior' already if I attend... Some more, most of the people who are attending dinner are juniors... Of course, I need somebody to accompany me to that dinner and talk to me... Else if juniors are good enough to talk to me, I also can imagine that they might won't so free... AS most of them are 'busying' in dancing already... Hahaha!!!

Think hard.. Think hard... Should I send out an email asking who wanna dates me for this dinner?? Or I can just ask anybody from among those juniors to be my partners like last year... Or perhaps I should just cancel my thought of attending this dinner... After all, my boyfriend won't be around to accompany me and at the same time I lazy to write any emails or notices to ask for partners... :P So, what shall I do??? =(

Maybe I should use back the same method like last year and ask anybody from juniors to be my partner for next week??? I really don't have any idea... So, just let it be.. Let me only decide on next week Friday... :P:P