endLesS waiTinG. endLesS hopeS...

endLesS waiTinG~~, originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

I stood in a lonely street,
holding an umbrella,
waiting for your coming back in a rainy day~~
But the day never comes...
One day has passed, two days, three days...
One week...
I still waiting and waiting...
Countdown the endless days...
Thinking of the endless memories...
Remembered the day you left...
Tears rolled in the eyes...
Tried to be happy...
Hide the sadness behind the happiness...
Hoping the days can go faster...
But the time seems wants to against me..
It crawls slower,
slower than any other days did...
On the day you were leaving,
You told me,
"When I must leave you
for a little while,
please don't grieve and
shed wild tears
and hug your sorrows
through the years.
But start off bravely
with a gallant smile,
and for my sake
and in my name
live on and do
all things the same.
Reach out your hand
in comfort and in cheer
and I, in turn,
will comfort you near.
And never be afraid to die,
for I am will always there for you;
and promise you I will be coming back very soon... "
I nodded my head promised...
But the endless waiting torturing me...
Listened to a Korean song..
Reasoning of Waiting...
The song enchoing in the mind...
Tells me the reasons that I should wait...
Reasons of waiting for you,
It's because I want you to see my brightest smile when you are coming back...
It's because I want you to give me the biggest hug that you have promised me when you are coming back...
It's because we still have so many undone things...
It's because we already promised to each other to walk together,
Along the lonely path,
Holding hand in hand together,
Until the end of the path...
The endless missings and waitings...
Everyday, every moment...
I will stand in a lonely street,
continue for my endless waiting,
Until the moment your coming back day...
"In silence I wait
to hear my own words of hope.
Days pass not to wait
but time seems to stop.
I'm surrounded by eminent silence
my heart visions hope.
Waiting pours out it's incense
as I dwell on what might be your thoughts.
Though my hope's hope, hopes against hope,
you are forever my thoughts.
For in hope there is no stopping
til the day you are coming back~~"
Endless waiting in lonely nights...
Everyday....
Endless hopes...
Endless waitings....
Until the eternity moments~~~

nOw and ForeVer~~

nOw and ForeVer~~
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

There was once she left here to a far far place...
There was once he also left here to a far far place...
They were having their own life in different place..
Alone~~
She miss him all the while...
He also miss her,
but never has the courage to go back to her and ask for forgiveness...
Hour by hour..
Day by day..
He still never has the courage..
She was waiting and waiting..
And one day
She called him..
Telling him that she will be going over to his place
To be together with him for forever...
He coudn't believe what he has heard..
He was too joyful..
He thought she will never forgive him,
for what he has done to him...
He was waiting her coming back...
Impatiently...
He count down her coming back day every day...
On the day she comes back,
he was so nervous...
After so long,
they never seen to each other..
When the moment she stand in front of him,
He felt the time suddenly paused...
All the air suddenly freezing...
He stand there...
Couldn't speak out...
As the one who was standing in front of him,
Was not her...
Her sister bring him a long letter,
and a picture...
Everything suddenly turned to zero~~
"Dear,
When you read this letter,
I am already away from this world for forever...
I know you were doubt and didn't have the courage to ask for my forgiveness all the while...
I didn't contact you too,
to tell you that I already forgive you from the moment I left you..
On the day I gone to a place,
which was far far and away from you...
I didn't forgive you,
coz I don't want you to know a truth that I will be away from this world for forever...
And I don't want you to be sad...
I wished you have been forget about me before my leaving,
but I guess I was wrong...
You miss me all the while,
I only realized that,
when I called you few days ago...
True love is everywhere on this earth...
I really wish that you can found it someday, somewhere...
With your heart...
Sorry for not able to bring back the promise that we have made together last time...
I guess this promise will only kept in a small part of your heart,
as a forever memory...
Sorry for everything...
Love,
Your one... "
What was that last promise that they ever made together?
She was once promised him before that she will bring back her true love to him from far,
and she had fulfilled her promise to him...
Until the eternity moment...
for now and forEveR~~

wHen I am aWay SomedaY~~

Away~~
Originally uploaded by sharonkee10.

The little girl one day asked the boy,
"If I am away someday, will you ever let me go?"
The boy paused and look at the little girl,
"I will let you go, but it might take a long process.. "
Little girl asked again,
"Will you ever smile again?"
The boy answer,
"I can smile but my heart won't be smiling..."
Little girl satisfy with the boy's answer,
She felt happy when she knows that the boy love her very deeply...
The boy might never now that the little girl will be dying soon...
But the little girl never want to tell him...
As she knows if the boy ever know,
he might sad for a long period until the moment she dies...
Little girl loves the boy very much,
with her whole hearted...
She never wants the boy sad because of her...
She knows the boy do too much things for her...
She never ever wants the boy sad again..
She doesn't want...
"When I am away, will you ever cry? "
Maybe that's the last question the little girl ever wants to ask the boy...